Stn. No. 218

HEARTBURN

Bobby Kim

I looked at you so much that my eyes hurt

But now my heart hurts even more

Even if I’m looking at you, I long for you so much that tears form

I can’t even take care of my body because I dig into my heart with your name

* I love you - the words that I fear will touch you

Words that I truly want to say to you - I love you

If only I can say it to you just once

I love you - words that I couldn’t bear to say out loud

Words that I want to say audibly to you, I love you

It’s okay even if my tears fall

Though I try to pretend not to notice and turn away

Though I try to erase, it’s not working

* repeat

I want to go to you

I’m running to you

My heart has already embraced you

Remember - the moment you think you are alone

On nights when you’re upset and can’t go to sleep

Don’t forget that someone is out there is hurting more than you

I love you - it’s in between all the words that I say to you

Words that I never said out loud

In the passing wind, I deeply say I love you

-=Man of Honor / Glory Jane / Glorious Jane OST=-

(No copyright infringement intended. Credit to the real owner.)

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12 August 2011
02:00H

I’m so excited to go to Coron, Palawan with good friends… all the fun, bonding moments, adventures & experiences we could get there, I have them all running in my head round and round these past few nights. For 2 days I‘ve been really busy, coordinating with Tin and the rest, trying to at least come up with a rough plan for our trip, inquiring here and there for the lowest rates that could meet our budget… I almost memorized the locations of the tourist destinations in the area of Busuanga, that’s how into-it I was.

Weeks before, as I was earnestly praying for God to help me review for the bar, He gave me the conviction (God told me) not to go on with this v-cay… coz if I go, I would definitely lose a significant amount of time for studying, plus I have this personal opinion that I have long been in a vacation, I don’t think I deserve it. I ignored all these and thus went on with the planning and all the excitement. Rough plan looking good… almost done. The countdown began… just nearly 2 weeks left. Happy. Ready to fly. Now I can sleep sound.

But just when I was about to sleep… I remembered I have not read my Our Daily Bread for the past few days. So, I grabbed my ODB and the Holy Bible, and prayed, “God, grant me wisdom, grant me understanding, open my heart as I read thru Your Word that I may be perceptive of the things You want to teach me.” I opened the ODB, August 8, “A Gnat Lesson”, and read thru the passage in the Bible (Exodus 8:16-19) where God delivered a plague of lice to Egypt because Pharaoh continues to harden his heart.

It got me! It was as if God gave me a tap on the back as He reveals His will to me.

It suddenly occurred to me that I don’t want to harden my heart now and wait for the time when God will have to catch my attention, just to get my feet back on the path He meant for me, by sending some sort of plagues. I choose to follow Him now and stay on the race track He designed for me, rather than go to a dreamland where I know I will not find Him.

My heart is breaking that I have to let my friends down. I don’t expect everyone to see this as a valid reason to back out, but this is God’s personal dealings with me, my accountability is with Him, and ultimately, it’s Him I don’t ever want to fail. I just hope and pray that my friends will understand… good fellas always do anyway.

Glory to God in the highest!

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“Say”
John Mayer

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put ‘em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you’d be better off instead,
If you could only …

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You’d better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Than never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]

Sa mga masasaket na salitang natanggap ni Yun kaninang umaga, idagdag pa naten ang natanggap nyang text ngayon galing sa taong yon… tatlong salita lang ang meron si Yun—”I give up!”

Suko na si Yun… hindi makatarungang husgahan ang isang tao nang walang laban na paliwanag manlang. Pagod na si Yun magbigay ng effort para isalba ang kung anu mang pagkakaibigan meron siya sa isang tao na ito, na, by the way, di niya ni minsan man binigyan ng ibang pakahulugan.  Diyos lang ang nakakaalam kung gaano ang naging hirap ni Yun para isantabi ang kakaibang nararamdaman niya na ito.

With a few days to go, i have come to my last resort… nothing more left to be done but give up.  Habang may kaunting pride pang natitira si Yun sa sarile niya.

:’(

Next step:  Move forward »

I know there are some things about yourself that u think you like to change… but you should know that there’s some boy out there who’s gonna like you for everything you are, including those parts of you that even you don’t like… those are gonna be the things he likes the most.

-Mr. Shu (Glee)

Courage is a hard thing to figure. You can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake, but you’re not supposed to question adults, or your coach, or your teacher because they make the rules. Maybe they know best but maybe they don’t.

It all depends on who you are, where you come from. Didn’t at least one of the six hundred guys think about giving up and joining with the other side? I mean, Valley of Death, that’s pretty salty stuff.

That’s why courage is tricky. Should you always do what others tell you to do? Sometimes you might not even know why you’re doing something. I mean, any fool can have courage.

But honor, that’s the real reason you either do something or you don’t. It’s who you want to be. If you die trying for something important then you have both honor and courage and that’s pretty good.

-The Blind Side (Movie)

Some stupid random thoughts I really wish I don’t have right now because I have a super headache and they’re not helping—

1.  Courage tastes like shit today.  Yun feels like vomitting… like chummy-tummy wanna turn inside-out.  (Stupid… accckkkk!!!)

2.  Yun’s new philosopy in life: “Who the hell effing cares?! ? ♫ In the end, it doesn’t even matter ♪?!”  (Yun only uses this philosopy in cases of emergency… only when she’s superduper irritated.  Stupid right??)

3.  They say every one is going “there”, no exceptions… why can’t I just get there now and fast??!  But then again, this is just a thought… nothing serious… guess it’s just the headache doing the talking here.  (Really really stupid.)

4.  Had fun eating & drinking out (mostly eating) with my morning sharing buddies (sad that one is missing).  Went to Antipolo!  Gonna miss this kind of adventure.  (Now, this thought ain’t stupid at all… it’s just one of the random things in Yun’s head right now… that’s all.)

5.  Lakas ng ulan, katakot ang malalakas na kulog at kidlat… nakakapranoid!!  Buti na lang din walang pasok si Yun… out of town with mom tomorrow morning. :P  (Stoop.)

6.  Napapaisip lang ng malalaim si Yun kung baket etong isang kaibigan nya na ito takut na takut pag-usapan kung anu man ang dinadala niya ngayon.  Ayaw na lang pakielaman ni Yun kz di daw at ease ang friend nya na pag-usapan ito.  Whatever it is, Yun hopes this friend figures it out in due time.  (Not stupid… but sensitive.)

7.  Malapit nang dumilim ang gabi… excited na si Yun… wanna sleep to dream all night… hopefully it’s gonna be a good one.  Nakakapagod lang pag gising… magulo ang isip… buhul-buhol.  (It’s stupid to want to sleep to dream all day/night, coz when you wake up everything that is real and unwanted is still there.)

8.  LSS pa rin ni Yun ang ♫ It’s the Climb ♪ at ♫ Not Like the Movies ♪.  (Love these songs… they’re not stupid.)

9.  Madilim na… no more stupid random thoughts… di na ulet aabot ito sa fave number ni Yun na 10… nagsisimula nang mablanko ang isip niya… pwede nang matulog…

GudnytzzZZZzzzz….

(via sneakersatdonuts, misswallflower)

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